Gossip-Mongers >_> (warning: rant)

It seems I'm being forced to face the very high possibility that I'm not quite as invisible as I believe. Well I never thought I was physically invisible, but I was seriously under the impression that other people overlooked my existence as much as I overlook theirs....but maybe that was just wishful thinking on my part.

Still, in general, I thought the whole 'I stay out of your way, you stay out of mine' rule was applicable to my life and surroundings. Never did I think there would come a day where I would be hearing dangerous rumours about myself spreading around. Rumours without a single trace of truth anywhere in them. Yes I'm aware people whisper and murmur about me, but I'm a weird / abnormal person so that much is to be expected. I assumed all they do is stop a second to briefly wonder why I'm so strange, before going on with their obviously more important lives.
And yeah, I have been a subject in rumours before, but usually I'm a side participant, just briefly listed as an accomplice, so to speak, to whoever the rumours were really about. I never thought I'd be the sole subject or a rumour, much less that malicious rumours would be flying around about me, and it really makes me wonder, what kinds of people lead such un-fulfilling lives that they'd take to time to create a spread lies about me. My second thought is of course, just who the hell did I piss off, and how, to make them want to spread character destroying gossip.
On both counts I haven't a clue ~_~. I really wish that people would stay out of my way, after all, I stay out of theirs....and its not that I'm stuck up, it's just that, well...I don't care about any of these random people much less know who the hell they are. I suppose to be receiving this much hate from people I don't even know, I must have really committed some grave crime without being aware of it. I know I'm absentminded...but I'm not that bad. Honestly though I don't care enough to speculate about the source of these rumours. I simply hope that they stop, and they don't seriously impact my life...in any way.

But geeez! Is a little anonymity really so much to ask for? And why to black people have to be such extreme gossip mongers. I know now almost everyone in my close group of friends is a subject in one sort of extreme rumour or the other...all of disturbing content. ~sigh~ the only conclusion I can come to is that it all either stems from jealousy or fear...or both....with more than a pinch of extreme boredom and self esteem issues on the part of the script writer.

Seriously I hope they find some thing worth doing with their lives and stop eking out pitiful lives. Meanwhile I'll hold out for the possibility of leaving this sad country and someplace a little closer to heaven (Japan) :P

That's all...for now.

Mata ne ~~~

Drenched Cat

...You know that saying "Look what the cat dragged in" ?...Well I am the cat...I dragged myself in...drenched and dripping, from school today. Y_Y. Rain chooses the most inopportune times to fall. Namely when the weather forecast is supposed to be dry, and I have no umbrella.

And it doesn't even lightly sprinkle either. No, it pours down, abruptly, in heavy bucket-fulls. And so, for the second time in far too soon, I've arrived at my house soaking wet. ~sigh~ I've resigned myself to a very annoying head cold come morning....

Speaking of dragging myself, that's literally what I spent the day doing, dragging my lazy butt from one place to another searching for a location with enuff decent wireless so I could flop and not do my assignments. It's really sad when youtube videos load at the rate of one second per minute. That's been the general trend at SGU for the past three days Y_Y. You know what that means? No streaming random j-rock vids, no anime, and barely any manga D:. Hopefully over the next few days it gets better.

Despite the epic internet though, I did manage to find one new and pretty awesome song from a band I never knew before. I don't know if you know of We Are the Fallen, but its a band that has some of the old members of Evanescence and, well, they're pretty all right. Here's a MV I found from them, played it over a good number of time too...then d/led it XD.



Gonna search for more music, albums and stuff from then when I have the time....if I remember >///<
Anywhos....time to try to properly dry my hair ~

Ja ne! ♥